I can’t be happy .

It’s sad . It’s fucking depressing . It hurts .

Because really , whenever I try to be happy again , the memories of my past just flows back right into my mind again , like as if it’s a warning , that I can never be happy no matter what happens really .

Like it didn’t hurt enough for me to already know about my past . Yeah like thanks brain , you did well once again .

I need to find relief again ….

I not ready to be happy .

Because I can’t . I just can’t .


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