My birthday is coming yet I’m dreading it so much . It’s suppose to be a happy occasion for me but it’s just ….. Disappointing bc no one cares enough or make me matter much to them anymore to give a fuck . Sorry for not being able to be what you guys what .
Just disappointed down suicidal unhappy upset rageful torn apart broken sad everything .
I just feel empty lonely . X
P/s : relapsed . Hate every inch of myself so badly right now and this insomniac thing isn’t doing well for me at all .