I have finally deleted our photos on social media and our conversations (except the text I wrote to you to remind to keep the promise I made to myself. )
I’ve yet looked through my photo album and delete our photos and that I’m still unable to find myself sleeping on my own bed but one day I’ll get there. I know I will.
I’m not strong in this aspect of my life and that’s okay. I shouldn’t be so harsh on myself but learn to be patient with myself and that it’s okay to step back at times.
” Just don’t let the waves consume you. “
I’m finally more at peace with myself. Not there yet, I still have my moments of flashbacks, but I’m very much calmer now.
Time will heal me and you will never be able to penetrate my walls in my heart again.